LA LA LAAAAAH! SINGING

SOO! LAST YEAR , i absolutely had no voice... it cracked, i couldn't reach high notes... embarrassing LOL
But i have no idea what happened, I'm actually decent... decent enough to get a lead role in the play !!!!!!!!! AHHH sooo excited!
I have a YouTube account , and will be posting singing videos soon , so check it out when you get the chance to -> MsKatilicious
and tell me what you think!
I'm practising a song RIGHT NOW :) and will be making a video this following week, so I'm so excited <3 !

Until next time
Kat!

PS. singing is a great workout for abs HA HA :P

Just keep going... going ... going...

Wow! (i wish i could make the font bigger..)

I can't believe that I finally did it!! I took 4 courses crumpled into a month! to be a trained lifeguard/ swim instructor... It was actually so stressful with the long hours and the amount of information I had to process in SUCH little time.
However, I finally did it teaching me a valuable lesson.. to never quit. This summer gave me a lot to think about ; I went through so much in these short two months. I learned to put myself first, to always think before I make important decisions, to let go of regrets (moving on) , and to never quit... just to keep going.

In the short years I lived, I was always doubted ... when an opportunity opened people said, 'why bother? there's such a small chance of winning.. " and I guess I accepted that ..making me lazy.

By doing this, actually accomplishing something huge, (to me at least) I see myself as powerful, and capable... smart .

Ha ha, I feel strong!!

Whenever you start something, it was meant to be finished. Don't cut yourself down if other people do; show everyone that you are capable of succeeding.. impress your doubters!

If you get pushed off your path into some shit filled field... keep walking until you find your path again! Those who have "everything" in their lives, and are always looked up to.... didn't quit. They did not get to their position because they had a loser's attitude. They saw themselves succeeding and made it happen. Have a winner's attitude, always aim for gold.

Remember everyone, just keep going.... going.... going....and going.... until you reach the end.

PS.

I'M SO EXCITED FOR MY NEW JOB!

Until next time.

Kat!

Numb fingertips

I am so tired.

I want someone to talk to.

I feel like no one really cares anymore.

I think I'm being over dramatic but I don't care..

I need a shoulder right now... but everyone is too "busy", even my mom.

I feel like crying....

I wish someone would listen

I hate the little amount of time I have to myself... sleeping and showering

I want to vent... this is why I'm writing this.

I lay in bed feeling really lonely.

... I don't know why I feel like all of this... because everyone else thinks I am doing great.

I'm not used to feeling so ... alone , I guess..

I need a somebody..

Diary Entry #3: I'm smiling again!

 You have no idea how good it felt to see my smile again.. I felt pretty again , and incredible ... just really full of life and optimism!

So! I am finishing up all my courses to become a lifeguard at the end of August, and if all goes well... I will finally be employed at the end of September! woo hoo!

I have so many things I want to buy!! :

1. Professional camera.. yes I want one ha ha.

2. A new winter hat ... I have one in mind

3. TICKETS TO EUROPE NEXT SUMMER! YES IT IS HAPPENING!!!

4. Of course some new clothes, but I already went shopping

5. AND some more smexi heels .

I just took in a deep breath, because it feels nice to have your life organized.. and of course everything is easier in the summer. I have been working out for a couple months now, and wow... I can pull out a 180 pound male out of the pool .. by myself. Nice thing about my arms is that no matter how strong I will get, they will always be small and feminine , a trait I am proud of. ha haa...

Seriously to those who do not work out, I suggest you do! It feels so good, and such a confidence boost... especially when you're able to swim 800 metres in 10 minutes.

I've been making new friends... meeting new guys , ha ha .. and everything seems just in place. i am having a great summer. I FEEL SO AMAZING!

Sorry, I just said that out loud and thought it was worth typing . Who ever is reading this , you should get busy and get out there!

wow, all this time I thought my life was on pause... but really I am the one who's just sitting here while life is running .. apparently "waiting" for something.

Life lesson right there: don't wait, do. I'm active, I'm achieving, I'm on the move.

PS.

I have an exam tomorrow... wish me luck?

Until next time.

Kat!

Inner Beauty

Women, girls .. females , who don't feel beautiful or lack confidence, always try to take shortcuts into making their outer appearance more beautiful. big mistake ladies! Where does your outer beauty come from? ...... inner beauty of course!

Alright, first of all, if you are a woman ... or man who is overweight, what do you think you should do? I have seen this happening so many times!

"... I'll stop eating"

"... ummm, it's okay! I'll go to the gym tomorrow"

"... maybe diet pills?"

forget about it

Life has no shortcuts! ... well there are, but you will fail. Harsh, I know. If you want something done, then do it right. Start working your body! Your body needs to move, because you have to keep everything flowing, and to work out your heart. Don't skip meals! Eat healthier!
This will cut down your calories by a lot, but you shouldn't even care... because you won't be counting calories... only freaks do that who obsess over their weight... RIGHT?

 This all leads back to my article, "Do you love yourself?" . Well do you? because if you're slacking away, eating ketchup flavoured chips on the couch, watching Oprah all day ... I would say otherwise.

Our world has evolved ... maybe you would of done great in the 80's maybe the 90's , being the thicker individual ; but right now, slim is in! Having a healthy glow, with a radiant smile, is in! Having healthy curves, and a nice firm buttocks, is... yeah... IN!
If you want to be beautiful, fix your inner beauty first. Everything comes from something, and being beautiful, sexy, or just plain pretty comes from inside... being confident and sure of who you are.  

Now of course, not every person is the same, some people are born with big bone structures.. that's understandable .... but not an excuse. You should still be working on you.

Healthy, Beautiful and Radiant.

Now take a look at these ladies on the left. What do you see? 

Healthy women!

Skeleton

Now look at this 'model' on the left. What do you see?

A freaking skeleton!

 I'm not telling you to weight 80 pounds, what I am telling you is to be healthy, because it does prevail.

Second thing I would like to mention, is doing the things you love! Don't let anyone stop you ... I mean why should they, you're always first on your list. Whether it's painting, or playing an instrument, jogging, kite flying (ha ha) , or something crazy like swimming with sharks. It's your hobby, pursuit it!

This will make you feel good, important... and really it will keep you active. Which choice is better.. sitting on the computer all day, or going out doing something you're interested in. I mean the computer is great... for about an hour , but I mostly spend my days now doing what I want to do.

Take control of things! This is your life! Bring out your inner beauty, show the world what you can do! No-one is going to read your mind, or accidentally see what you are capable of! SHOW OFF!! Be cocky, show everyone that you're special. show the world what you can do.

inner beauty  really, think about it.

Until next time.

Kat!

It's Usher baby!!

Hello bloggers and readers !!

I have nothing to say today, because my mind is completely occupied , (FYI, I had to think of the word 'occupied' for a few minutes... SEE!) by USHER, and his new song : DJ Got Us Fallin' In Love , feat. Pitbull.

Visit the youtube video by pressing : Usher to take a listen!

For those who don't know, I love music, and I loove dancing ;)!

Ugh, I'm listening to it right now ha ha ha .

Anyway readers, have a good one , and

keep it live.

p.s

like the pic?

Until next time.

Kat!

Stories to tell.

Her champagne glass spread across the floor, interupting the silence that was held for so long.She had felt like someone drew every word from her lips, making her voice useless. Her head displayed blank pictures and her eyes crystalized, as they watched. Without any notice, the heart panicked; as if trying to escape its captivity, the whole room heard its knocking. Feeling dozens of eyes crawling at every inch of her skin, she raised her thin arms to brush back her cut hair. Before her fingers could reach the neck, her legs collapsed making her entire body drop down. Her eyes, still with the frozen view, watched her blood glide across the floor, and the running feet towards her numb body. With the last panicked knock of her heart, her eyes closed.

Until next time.

Kat!