Numb fingertips

I am so tired.

I want someone to talk to.

I feel like no one really cares anymore.

I think I'm being over dramatic but I don't care..

I need a shoulder right now... but everyone is too "busy", even my mom.

I feel like crying....

I wish someone would listen

I hate the little amount of time I have to myself... sleeping and showering

I want to vent... this is why I'm writing this.

I lay in bed feeling really lonely.

... I don't know why I feel like all of this... because everyone else thinks I am doing great.

I'm not used to feeling so ... alone , I guess..

I need a somebody..